Vicious…

My heart goes down

As the Sun comes up

I try to sleep, but my heart is awake

It is restless

My thoughts are running around the room in circles

I hear nothing but noises

The nuisance of my thoughts

And the anxious heartbeats

There is no light in the room

But the day outside is already waiting for me

I better get ready for life,

But the tiredness has taken over me

Feelings won’t just go away

Without putting up a fight

It is so dense

So intense

I guess it’s a fair fight

Life trying to pull me through

But, these vicious feelings

Are trying to perish

Should they give up?

or should I give up?

Life is stronger

The Sun is warmer

The day calls me

I better get ready and put aside all demons

That come to torment at night

Let this love battle wait

Until the night…

Rain dance

The feelings will grow

The emotions will flow

The tears will roll

My heart will show

That our relationship is taking its toll…

 

Learn to love me

Or be ready to leave me

My heart yearns

For a pure and fruitful love

 

You had your chance

You only took a glance

Now this could be our last dance

 

Learn to love me

Or be ready to grieve me

Even alive, I will be distant

Because you never showed me

How much you needed me

 

This time I will be gone,

And you will need a lot more

Than just your phone

 

Teardrops will fall

Then you will dance

This rain dance

On your own…

 

You had your chance

And now this is our last dance.

 

 

 

 

Music is destiny…

Music is calling my name

It’s time I listened to it

It’s time I took my instrument

Polished it

Adorned it

Let it shine

 

Music is calling my name

It’s time I finally listened to its yells

My soul has never been so eager for this day to come

My destiny has finally come to terms with my life

 

This time, there’ll be no fear

This time, there’ll be no regrets

This time, I’ll finally hear

What Music will make me express.

 

Music is calling my name

This time I will listen to it

This time I will take my instrument

Polish it

Adorn it

Let it shine