I once loved you so strongly
That a long distance seemed like a stone’s throw
I measured no difficulties
All I wanted was to be by your side
And part of your life
You caught me unprepared
Then, when I least expected, life brought me closer to your arms
How unfortunate for our love that was, I must say!
Once what was pleasure, now has become a torment
The long torrid nights of love making
Have now turned icy cold
And almost unbearable to handle
Your voice was the sweetest lullaby I could ever hear
Now, silence seems to sound more appropriate
You misunderstand me
As an answer,
I silence myself in pain
What shall one say?
When everything I try to say gets misunderstood
And ends up misplaced where it shouldn’t have been
Love has turned into utopia
The good memories of our good times
Even the challenging moments
Have faded away
I no longer remember happiness
I no longer remember the sweet taste of your lips
I seem to have fallen into a deep and dark hole
My heart that once was fulfilled with your love
Is now hollow and unable to restablish itself.
What could I do to make things go back to basis?
What could I do to turn back time and allow us both to restart and reignite the love we once had and was once so beautiful?
I feel weak
I feel motionless
I fear my thoughts
I fear the future
Uncertainty has been the hardest consequence
Of our lack of complicity
A truthful feeling that was once so present
So much envied
Has now faded away with time
And buried away with hurtful words…